December 2010
this weekend
i’ll be at Josh’s land until Sunday, so i won’t have internet connection on my phone :( but heck yeahhhh, i get champagne tonight and my blacks >:)
HELLO 2011, HELLO GRADUATION IN 155 DAYS <3 SUCK ON THAT, SUBURBIA.
this weekend will be fun, and i can’t wait until tonight :D see you in 2011, Tumblr <3
OH, and thank you to my 130 lovely followers <3
thoughts at 5:04 AM
1. does this mean i’m going to allow myself to change my values because of this? does this really change things at all? am i going to be scared? what will it be like? what if i do and he decides after that he doesn’t want me? what if this ISN’T part of God’s plan? what even IS God’s plan for this right now? I NEED HELP.
2. i believe that he’s perfectly amazing....
damn, it feels good to be a gangstuhh
Hahahah I never knew how good I was at being racist until tonight xD
I had a dream
That I got my bellybutton pierced O.o
6:09 AM
yeah, i’ve been awake so long that both of my parents just woke up -.-
For You I Will (Confidence) - Teddy Geiger
Wandering the streets, in a world underneath it all Nothing seems to be, nothing tastes as sweet As what I can’t have Like you and the way that you’re twisting your hair round your finger Tonight I’m not afraid to tell you What I feel about you. I’m gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have and cannon ball into the water I’m gonna muster every ounce of confidence...
perfectperfectperfectperfectperfect
i love youuuuuuuu<3 aoje90u343lRGJ:EOrgjp90sbf
Different Kind of Love - Brendan James
Driving in a trance through your lost and lonely town Something in the air that could blow your whole house down Something like a tragedy Something that you think you need
Turning on a dime you pull into your local store Aisles going by and you forget what you’re looking for Maybe it’s a pot of gold Maybe you’re too lost to know
Maybe what you need is a different kind of love One that you...
that conversation
may have just changed the basis of almost everything i believe in.
i’m not sure whether to listen to God’s thoughts or my human mind. maybe these are God’s thoughts…?
someone pray for me, i really could use some understanding in all this nonsense.
<3
Intimate relationships can exist without God as their center. But there is...
– (via nonelikejesus)
…this so ties into what i needed to hear.
Oh my gosh. My heart just melted. This was just...
“Just to let you know, I love you more than anything else in the world, and i’m just counting down the days until I can see your beautiful face in person again. No matter what, I will come to see you before June, because there’s no way I’ll be able to wait six more months to be able to just cuddle up with you <3”
HE’S ALL I WANT AT ANY GIVEN POINT IN THE...
F21 had ONE pair of tights left.
WHAT EVEN IS LIFE
You've changed.
But I can thank you for that, because you helped me do the same.
I JUST NOTICED THAT I'VE LIKED 1,666 POSTS
o.o
Well, yay.
They sleepover, and then they leave.
Sigh.
TUMBLR IS NOT FREAKING FACEBOOK YOU WHORE
3:16 AM
just dyed Kirsten’s hair :) waitin for it to process.
thinkin about going to Walmart with the $3.61 she has on her card xD haha we’re hungry, stfu. Megan fell asleep at like 12:30, because she’s a (pregnant) party pooper :P
so yeah, that’s my life right now.
what happened to this?
“Circle me and the needle moves gracefully Back and forth. If my heart was a compass, you’d be north. Risk it all, Cause i’ll catch you when you fall. Wherever you go, If my heart was a home…”
The Gambler - Fun
Slow down, we’ve got time left to be lazy All the kids have bloomed from babies into flowers in our eyes. We’ve got 50 good years left to spend out in the garden I don’t care to beg your pardon, We should live until we die. We were barely 18 when we’d crossed collective hearts. It was cold, but it got warm when you’d barely crossed my eye. and then you turned, put out...
You probably don't even feel bad.
Happy 20th Birthday, David Archuleta :)
Sigh.
So much for a “girl’s” day. Way to make me feel like a FIFTH wheel. Ijustlovefeelingleftoutbymybestfriends.
wtf.
i still find myself awake, hardly tired at all. i’m hackin hungry though. i don’t really know why i’m not tired. maybe it’s because i woke up at 1:40PM today and slept for 12 hours, i’m not entirely sure. but i do know that i really want food, and i’m not gonna get it -.-
i suppose i need to force myself to sleep. well, here goes nothin’. makeup is comin...
the stars lean down to kiss you,
and i lie awake and miss you, as usual.
going to start
keeping a journal on my computer, since i don’t like writing long entries in my own journal. i need to figure out what word document program macbooks use and where it is on mine…. does anyone know?
Remain in me, and I will remain in you. For a...
Dear Scott Neill,
you don’t know me, but that’s okay because i don’t know you either. i know who you are, but we’ve never had a conversation, much less a glance in a hallway. but i do know your story, and sort of know your sister. some people might find it strange that i’m even posting this when i don’t know you, but i felt so compelled. i read all through most of the posts on...